HEY, okay I am scared.

All my friends and family are telling me to relax but I can’t after a very shocking thing that happened recently.

Okay, so me and my friends went to this fun center place on Sunday night to play laser tag. Their laser tag arena is really cool it has all these flashing lights and steam and techno music plays during the game.

But a few days before that, this guy I hate named Scott was really angry at me. Scott smokes cigarettes and he used to smoke weed also and he also HAS A GUN THAT THIS 18 YEAR OLD GUY GAVE HIM!!!

So Scott was angry because his family and the police found out about his cigarettes. Scott thoguht I was the one who called the cops on him because he knows I hate him. It wasn’t me though!

So the police searched his room and found the cigarettes and they also found some weed he never smoked and they took him to the station but all he got was 2 months probation.

I heard Scott wanted revenge on me so I was kind of scared to go to laser tag with my friends but I went anyway and so did all our girlfriends. I decided I had plenty of people to look after me if Scott tried to confront me.

So during one of the laser tag games, someone threw up and they made everyone leave the arena while it was being cleaned up.

So we were hanging out around the tables by the snack bar and Scott showed up and he was with his girlfriend. He saw me and he was like alright time to die and he pulled out the really big gun!!!

One of the staff members saw and pulled the fire alarm and everyone ran out of the building and Scott chased after me with the gun and people were calling the cops and I actually ran into the laser tag arena!!

It was dark and I couldn’t see a thing and I was running really fast to hide from Scott!

Scott kept chasing me and I didn’t know where he was and then the lights turned on and Scott was standing RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME WITH THE GUN POINTED!!!

So I was like really scared and Scott was standing there and he was seriously getting ready to shoot me and I kept hoping to get it over with!!

So then my girlfriend and Scott’s friend Ryan came in and the saw everything and my girlfriend was really shocked. I yelled QUICK TARA JUST LEAVE and my girlfriend ran out in tears. Ryan ran into the arena and he pushed me away. Then he came right up to Scott and Scott was like WHAT DO YOU WANT B*TCH!! And then Ryan took the gun from Scott because he actually wanted to shoot him! Scott and I were both victims now!! Scott was like you don’t have any reason to shoot me! and Ryan was like i have every reason to! you don’t deserve to live!! and I just stood there getting really nervous!

So Ryan finally shot the gun like 10 times and most of them missed and just hit the wall but Scott actually got hit by a couple of the bullets! He fell on the ground and he was bleeding and I was so shocked and I got really dizzy and then I fainted because my blood pressure dropped really low from the shock of the event.

So I woke up a couple minutes later and Ryan had run away and then the police came in and they asked me if I needed medical attention because an ambulance was on the way. I said I was fine and then they asked me questions about it and I was able to respond to them.

The ambulance came and took Scott and the cops arrested Ryan and they said Scott might be facing charges too. My girlfriend kept asking me if I was okay and I said yes and then we quickly left and drove home and I could not sleep all night.

Scott had a surgery and he is in a coma. I heard he’s facing minor charges for having a weapon and violating his probation.

Ryan is actually being charged as an adult for shooting Scott, even though he’s only 15.

So people keep asking me about this and I keep saying I don’t want to talk about it because just thinking about it makes me really scared. Is it normal for me to feel this way about an incident like that?!

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its not that i am a worrying person i really don’t worry but my girlfriend has a problem with here heart were she can pass-out if she gets to excited or to stressed why am i so worried and scared its like i dont want to let her go because it might be the last time we see each other. What if she gets over stressed some were where no ones there to help her. ugh i hate this it makes me feel so depressed and its all the time i will some times wake up to nightmares about it the only time i dont feel this way is when im with her. and if you say shes lying i have seen her pass out in front of me ok. she was out. and she has to wear a heart rate sensor to alert her ok she is frigging wired up ok so would she go this far?? no i dont think so

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I know that no one will read this because it’ll be long. :\

There’s so many things wrong in my life, and I can’t seem to fix anything.

My parents don’t live together anymore. We recently moved. It’s not like my parents hate each other, but they just don’t get a long very nicely. I live with my mom and grandma, an hour away from my dad. I like it here, but I miss my other house too. I don’t see my dad as often as I’d like, and I feel like he’s just going to drop out of my life like everyone else did.

My brother went to college last summer, and it started out good. He came over every weekend to eat dinnner with us, and he hung out the rest of the day with me. Sometimes during the week he’d stop by to pick me up, to go with him to do errands. I love spending time with him, but we never hang anymore. He doesn’t return calls or texts, he never visits anymore, and it doesn’t seem like he cares. I know he just got a new job, and he is moving soon, but I still wish he would try to make a relationship with me. We were really close before.

I don’t have much family anymore. My mom says she cares about me, and I believe it. But I’ve fcuked up and told her I hated her before because she thinks I’m being a downer. I hate going out anymore, and I don’t leave the house often. When she wants to go places, I ask if I can stay home, and then she yells at me. Recently distant family is trying to get in touch with me again. I have two uncles trying to talk to me, an aunt, and my brother’s girlfriend. It’s overwhelming. I love them, but they could have been in my life all the time, and they’re choosing now to come back? I don’t understand it.

I have anxiety. I can’t go to sleep anymore at night. When I do, I have nightmares. They’re usually the same thing. My family or friends get killed, and I’m frozen. I can’t move or yell. I hate going to sleep anymore. And I always think while I’m sleeping, something is going to happen. The house catching on fire and the alarm not going off, someone breaking in and killing us, and anything like that. I usually stay up until 5 am, because my grandma leaves for work at that time. My mom gets up shortly after that time too. I sleep in until 2 pm to catch up on sleep I missed, and my mom is awake. The sun is also out.

I get sick all the time. I seriously get a cold every week. Just today I went to get an xray because I might have a sinus infection. I’ve missed 53 days of school this year, all because I get sick. I’ve had pneumonia, bronchitis, strep throat, a stomach virus, and a bunch of colds. I missed school because of having colds only because I have asthma, and anytime I get a cold, it triggers my asthma. So I have to do breathing treaments all day, or I get sicker. In november, my teachers actually came to my house to teach me while I was getting over pneumonia. I can’t even tell you how many Xrays/CAT scans/MRIs I’ve had just this year. And I’ve been in an ambulance at least 3 times. The stomach viruses I had landed me in the hospital over night because I kept throwing up and I was dehydrated. These hospital visits aren’t cheap. I hate that my mom has to pay for these things.

My bestfriend doesn’t care anymore. If we’re not talking about the latest Justin Bieber news, or about her crush, she doesn’t make a conversation. If I want to talk about something that interests me, she’s like Ha, ok. Haha yeah. Mhm. It’s annoying. I even told her I had to get an xray, and go to therapy tonight, and she said ew Not hope you feel better, or whats going on? I always do those things to her. When she’s sick, I tell her I hope she gets better soon. Or when she’s talking about Justin Bieber, I’m always trying to talk about it too, because I like him. (shocker!) But if I talk about my favorite artisits, she doesn’t care. If I confront her about it, she gets pissed off and goes on Facebook or myspace, and complains about it there.

I really am unhappy, and life hasn’t gotten better in the past 9 months. Therapy doesn’t help me. I absolutely hate it. But I’m forced to go. My mom found out today all these thinsg she didn’t know about me today at therapy, and she cried for 10 minutes straight. It’s my fault, and I just don’t want to keep causing everyone so much pain everyday. If I’m gone, I won’t be there to tell my mom I hate her when I don’t, or get mad at my bestfriend, or annoy my cousin because I don’t want to hang out with her and her friends.

I know that you’ve all seen this type of question once or twice, and I know that I’ll probably get no answers. But I wanted to just let everything out because I always keep it inside.

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I know that no one will read this because it’ll be long. :\

There’s so many things wrong in my life, and I can’t seem to fix anything.

My parents don’t live together anymore. We recently moved. It’s not like my parents hate each other, but they just don’t get a long very nicely. I live with my mom and grandma, an hour away from my dad. I like it here, but I miss my other house too. I don’t see my dad as often as I’d like, and I feel like he’s just going to drop out of my life like everyone else did.

My brother went to college last summer, and it started out good. He came over every weekend to eat dinnner with us, and he hung out the rest of the day with me. Sometimes during the week he’d stop by to pick me up, to go with him to do errands. I love spending time with him, but we never hang anymore. He doesn’t return calls or texts, he never visits anymore, and it doesn’t seem like he cares. I know he just got a new job, and he is moving soon, but I still wish he would try to make a relationship with me. We were really close before.

I don’t have much family anymore. My mom says she cares about me, and I believe it. But I’ve fcuked up and told her I hated her before because she thinks I’m being a downer. I hate going out anymore, and I don’t leave the house often. When she wants to go places, I ask if I can stay home, and then she yells at me. Recently distant family is trying to get in touch with me again. I have two uncles trying to talk to me, an aunt, and my brother’s girlfriend. It’s overwhelming. I love them, but they could have been in my life all the time, and they’re choosing now to come back? I don’t understand it.

I have anxiety. I can’t go to sleep anymore at night. When I do, I have nightmares. They’re usually the same thing. My family or friends get killed, and I’m frozen. I can’t move or yell. I hate going to sleep anymore. And I always think while I’m sleeping, something is going to happen. The house catching on fire and the alarm not going off, someone breaking in and killing us, and anything like that. I usually stay up until 5 am, because my grandma leaves for work at that time. My mom gets up shortly after that time too. I sleep in until 2 pm to catch up on sleep I missed, and my mom is awake. The sun is also out.

I get sick all the time. I seriously get a cold every week. Just today I went to get an xray because I might have a sinus infection. I’ve missed 53 days of school this year, all because I get sick. I’ve had pneumonia, bronchitis, strep throat, a stomach virus, and a bunch of colds. I missed school because of having colds only because I have asthma, and anytime I get a cold, it triggers my asthma. So I have to do breathing treaments all day, or I get sicker. In november, my teachers actually came to my house to teach me while I was getting over pneumonia. I can’t even tell you how many Xrays/CAT scans/MRIs I’ve had just this year. And I’ve been in an ambulance at least 3 times. The stomach viruses I had landed me in the hospital over night because I kept throwing up and I was dehydrated. These hospital visits aren’t cheap. I hate that my mom has to pay for these things.

My bestfriend doesn’t care anymore. If we’re not talking about the latest Justin Bieber news, or about her crush, she doesn’t make a conversation. If I want to talk about something that interests me, she’s like "Ha, ok. Haha yeah. Mhm." It’s annoying. I even told her I had to get an xray, and go to therapy tonight, and she said "ew" Not hope you feel better, or whats going on? I always do those things to her. When she’s sick, I tell her I hope she gets better soon. Or when she’s talking about Justin Bieber, I’m always trying to talk about it too, because I like him. (shocker!) But if I talk about my favorite artisits, she doesn’t care. If I confront her about it, she gets pissed off and goes on Facebook or myspace, and complains about it there.

I really am unhappy, and life hasn’t gotten better in the past 9 months. Therapy doesn’t help me. I absolutely hate it. But I’m forced to go. My mom found out today all these thinsg she didn’t know about me today at therapy, and she cried for 10 minutes straight. It’s my fault, and I just don’t want to keep causing everyone so much pain everyday. If I’m gone, I won’t be there to tell my mom I hate her when I don’t, or get mad at my bestfriend, or annoy my cousin because I don’t want to hang out with her and her friends.

I know that you’ve all seen this type of question once or twice, and I know that I’ll probably get no answers. But I wanted to just let everything out because I always keep it inside.

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My girlfriend’s dad installed a webcam in her room the other day. Is it illegal? She is a minor and she changes there. She also has a sister who is also a minor. What law does this make it illegal? He has not watched any of the videos yet but my girlfriend does do sexual activities. Could it be possible to enforce the law to make him delete all the videos without him viewing it and not allow him to go to jail?
Note that her sexual activity are on recorded video detail.

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i am a 21 year old male living at home with my parents. i am about to move out and live with my girlfriend. i have had a lot of trouble deciding what to do with my life. i currently work at hhgregg and hate it. ive decided to look into becoming an electrician. i traveled with my previous job when i was 19 installing fire alarms and i really enjoyed it. i enjoy hands on stuff. i want to be an electrician, but i DO NOT want to go back to school. i only graduated high school and have had no more schooling after that. does anybody have any ideas on how i can even begin? i dont know where to look or who to call. i was thinking of working alongside an electrician and learning from them so that i dont have to go back to school. but i dont even know how to get in contact with one! im just very lost and need any help anybody can give me. any ideas would be very helpful. THANK YOU

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Hello I’m Heather from Michigan. Im 24 & pursuing a career in graphic design but I find myself distracted all the time by this. It hurts my love life, some days I wont leave the house. Ok here I go, please read and tell me what you think, I feel INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My best friend of YEARS since high school, her and I had a girls night in one winter’s night drinking wine heavily, just the 2 of us laughing for HOURS. I got a call that made me CRY myself to sleep WITH her in HER bed. We had a good cry and honestly it helped me considering my life at the time was bad but I tend to keep my emotions in, the booze must have induced my courage to ask her to just hug me.

I have a boyfriend of 10 years that I am very happy with, I wouldn’t leave him for anything. Not only THAT but I would never interfere with even a stranger’s happiness let alone a friend I consider my twin sister.

Well that night I woke up to Nick (her boy) shoving his hand down my pants…I had tight pants on so when I jerked up and out of the bed fast as heck, he cut my clitoris with his fingernail. I screamed at him and he told me to get him a bottle of water. Yeah, wtf is that? Was he drunk? He didn’t have enough time to be drunk….Was he mistaking me for my much taller, larger boobed girlfriend possibly walking in his sleep? I am 5’4 she is 5’11… How could he mistake me? He always seemed more flirtatious toward me when she wasn’t around but I figured that was him wanting me to like him or approve of him or something…. looking back I now see it was something more.

I run out of the room still in a drunken stupor…he must have gotten home from the night shift around 1am after I fell asleep and its possible Danielle moved on the couch to sleep with him and let me stay in the room since I was so upset.

You see everyone knows in my lifetime I have slept through two fire alarms close to death and I have a terrible sleeping problem. I do NOT wake up easily. Was he trying to finger me without me ever knowing? Or was he trying to rape me? Was he trying to have sex entirely awake with horrible intentions with my best friend a drywall away??? Or was it a mistake???

I RAN out of that apartment SO drunk, in tears – didn’t say a word. Drove home drunk and cried myself to sleep for an hour… The next day I needed to call my doctor because my privates didn’t look or feel too healthy and what do you know? My phone is dead and the charger is at Danielle’s house. HOW COULD i forget my charger, i was only drunk and in shock???

I pace for hours – in pain mind you, finally get in the car and go buzz thier apartment. I didn’t look at anyone not wanting them to see my red nose and puffed eyes, but Nick said something to me and I looked at him and he gave me this look, I dont know what kind, just a blank one. I dont to this day know what he said to me. I mumbled something about the weather, said i was in a hurry and grabbed my charger.

I will never forget sighing a sigh of relief once I got out of there.

Called my doc, fixed up my privates and cried myself to sleep for the next 3 weeks, drunk as can be. Tell someone I kept saying. Tell her, tell her, tell her, tell her… I couldn’t. I knew she was in love and I could not bear to tell her the news. I even thought about having my mom do it for me and Im 24 years damn old. I thought what if he does this to her kids? She will wonder why I wont let my kids stay at her house, I would be living a lie.

Well I told her and she refuses to believe me it even happened and has cut me out of her life. Her mother spit at me and called me a whore. My friend since puberty hates me. Doesn’t believe me. How does that feel someone asked me….I cant express the sadness and lonliness. I have a disabled mother and a mentally insane father. My boyfriend tells me to get over it, she’s a piece of sh*t friend but its not that easy to heal. How do you cope? Can i say anything to her to heal the friendship up? What can I do to prove to her I am telling the truth and didn’t want to hurt her? I didn’t press charges which I regret now. I do believe I still have time but at this point it would look as if I am doing it because she has disowned me. She says Im a liar and nothing will ever make us right again and to move on with my life. She is so cold. its been a year and a half and I still cry about her. I cry about the strange hand down my pants, I still hear his Boston accent "babe, babe stop come back" im losing my mind over this.

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My girlfriend and I recently moved out of our rental property. This was our first rental home, had previously rented a apartment with no issues. This home was in Sacramento county in California. We moved in on the 1st of June. There was no move in inspection done when we moved in. We were told upfront that we would be doing a month to month lease, which we had no problem with. We did sign a rental agreement that had no information regarding the deposit situation. We then purchased a home about 11 months into the rental and gave our 30 days. We spoke about when to do a move out inspection but she had already moved in new tenants before we could do this. She is now holding our deposit even though our last day at that home was May 31st. She is accusing us of breaking her dishwasher and broken door locks, which is both false. The deposit was 00 and we have no proof of it ether way and its too late to look at it because they’re new tenants living there. This all seems very unlawful so my question is, is there a way to contact the county or "rental organization" in order to have someone request proof from her regarding her accusations? Is there a number of someone who to contact? Should i just say goodbye to the money? On a side note there was no fire alarms in the house which also seemed unlawful and she did "pop" up and surprise us one day when we lived there. This all seems very unprofessional and were just looking to get a fair treatment in all this.

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All the way through it says "him" but don’t forget "Her" too….

Your alarm goes off; you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes.
He stays up for days on end.
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You take a warm shower to help you wake up.
He goes days or weeks without running water.
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You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.
He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.
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You put on your anti war/"don’t support the troops" shirt, and go meet up with your friends.
He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.
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You make sure your cell phone is in your pocket.
He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.
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You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren’t with you.
He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.
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You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.
He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.
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You complain about how hot it is.
He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.
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You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.
He does not get to eat today.
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Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.
He wears the same things for months, but makes sure his weapons are clean.
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You go to the mall and get your hair redone.
He doesn’t have time to brush his teeth today.
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You are angry because your class ran 5 minutes over.
He is told he will be held an extra 2 months.
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You call your girlfriend and set a date for that night.
He waits for the mail to see if there is a letter from home.
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You hug and kiss your girlfriend, like you do everyday.
He holds his letter close and smells his love’s perfume.
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You roll your eyes as a baby cries.
He gets a letter with pictures of his new child, and wonders if they’ll ever meet.
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You criticize your government, and say that war never solves anything.
He sees the innocent tortured and killed by their own government and remembers why he is fighting.
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You hear the jokes about the war, and make fun of the men like him.
He hears the gun fire and bombs.
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You see only what the media wants you to see.
He sees the bodies lying around him.
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You are asked to go to the store by your parents. You don’t.
He does what he is told.
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You stay at home and watch TV.
He takes whatever time he is given to call and write home, sleep, and eat.
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You crawl into your bed, with down pillows, and try to get comfortable.
He crawls under a tank for shade and a 5 minute nap, only to be woken by gun fire.
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You sit there and judge him, saying the world is a worse place because of men like him. If only there were more men like him.

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The one everyone vomits to and squels at on youtube. I will prove to my girlfriend how manly I am by not even twitching. But we need a link, Now, oh great and fabled yahoo answers board, please lend me your guidance and send me a link to the inner brinks of Hell. For tonight, I become a man!

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