I was showering and i felt light-headed so i opened the shower door. It felt better, but then my sight became very blurry. Like i could barely see. Then I stumbled out of the bathroom into the family room. The fire alarm went off and I ran into my room and switched my air conditioner on full blast. My hearing turned to buzzing as if i turned on a tv without cable. I regained my sight at that point then my hearing. My grandma turned off the fire alarm and I was fine again. As if nothing happened. I remember everything from the event. I remembered thinking i couldnt move so i should just lay in the bathrrom for someone to pick me up, but then i gained strength and stood up from leaning over the sink. What happened? My mom said when she gets home from work around 9 o clock she’ll take me to the hospital. Why did the fire alarm go off? Is there a leak of gas of some sort?! Thanks.
I was in the shower for about maybe 20-30 minutes. I stayed the night at my grandma’s and she has a small shower. I wouldn’t say it was super hot though, normal temp for me.

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Ok well yesterday me and my boyfriend were talking on the phone about going to the movies today. As in the three of us. (Me, my boyfriend, and his grandma/guardian.) And he was telling me that we cant go and I was asking why alot And I didn’t realize that was why I was (accidentally) irritating him. And I was asking him why so much because we’ve been waiting for this movie date since last wednesday. That and why the repairman has to come today to fix a sensor for their security system. And when I was asking him why I accidentally cursed and said "Why the f*** not?" mind you this was not intentional at all it literally slipped out. And after that they (temporally disconnected) the phone for the rest of the day and the night last night. And I tried calling him this morning to talk about it and it’s still disconnected. And I know they’ll turn the phone back on. And now I’m just really wondering if I should call my boyfriends grandma/guardian and apologize myself or wait until my boyfriend gets home and have him tell her I’m sorry for me? What do you think I should do?

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I know that no one will read this because it’ll be long. :\

There’s so many things wrong in my life, and I can’t seem to fix anything.

My parents don’t live together anymore. We recently moved. It’s not like my parents hate each other, but they just don’t get a long very nicely. I live with my mom and grandma, an hour away from my dad. I like it here, but I miss my other house too. I don’t see my dad as often as I’d like, and I feel like he’s just going to drop out of my life like everyone else did.

My brother went to college last summer, and it started out good. He came over every weekend to eat dinnner with us, and he hung out the rest of the day with me. Sometimes during the week he’d stop by to pick me up, to go with him to do errands. I love spending time with him, but we never hang anymore. He doesn’t return calls or texts, he never visits anymore, and it doesn’t seem like he cares. I know he just got a new job, and he is moving soon, but I still wish he would try to make a relationship with me. We were really close before.

I don’t have much family anymore. My mom says she cares about me, and I believe it. But I’ve fcuked up and told her I hated her before because she thinks I’m being a downer. I hate going out anymore, and I don’t leave the house often. When she wants to go places, I ask if I can stay home, and then she yells at me. Recently distant family is trying to get in touch with me again. I have two uncles trying to talk to me, an aunt, and my brother’s girlfriend. It’s overwhelming. I love them, but they could have been in my life all the time, and they’re choosing now to come back? I don’t understand it.

I have anxiety. I can’t go to sleep anymore at night. When I do, I have nightmares. They’re usually the same thing. My family or friends get killed, and I’m frozen. I can’t move or yell. I hate going to sleep anymore. And I always think while I’m sleeping, something is going to happen. The house catching on fire and the alarm not going off, someone breaking in and killing us, and anything like that. I usually stay up until 5 am, because my grandma leaves for work at that time. My mom gets up shortly after that time too. I sleep in until 2 pm to catch up on sleep I missed, and my mom is awake. The sun is also out.

I get sick all the time. I seriously get a cold every week. Just today I went to get an xray because I might have a sinus infection. I’ve missed 53 days of school this year, all because I get sick. I’ve had pneumonia, bronchitis, strep throat, a stomach virus, and a bunch of colds. I missed school because of having colds only because I have asthma, and anytime I get a cold, it triggers my asthma. So I have to do breathing treaments all day, or I get sicker. In november, my teachers actually came to my house to teach me while I was getting over pneumonia. I can’t even tell you how many Xrays/CAT scans/MRIs I’ve had just this year. And I’ve been in an ambulance at least 3 times. The stomach viruses I had landed me in the hospital over night because I kept throwing up and I was dehydrated. These hospital visits aren’t cheap. I hate that my mom has to pay for these things.

My bestfriend doesn’t care anymore. If we’re not talking about the latest Justin Bieber news, or about her crush, she doesn’t make a conversation. If I want to talk about something that interests me, she’s like Ha, ok. Haha yeah. Mhm. It’s annoying. I even told her I had to get an xray, and go to therapy tonight, and she said ew Not hope you feel better, or whats going on? I always do those things to her. When she’s sick, I tell her I hope she gets better soon. Or when she’s talking about Justin Bieber, I’m always trying to talk about it too, because I like him. (shocker!) But if I talk about my favorite artisits, she doesn’t care. If I confront her about it, she gets pissed off and goes on Facebook or myspace, and complains about it there.

I really am unhappy, and life hasn’t gotten better in the past 9 months. Therapy doesn’t help me. I absolutely hate it. But I’m forced to go. My mom found out today all these thinsg she didn’t know about me today at therapy, and she cried for 10 minutes straight. It’s my fault, and I just don’t want to keep causing everyone so much pain everyday. If I’m gone, I won’t be there to tell my mom I hate her when I don’t, or get mad at my bestfriend, or annoy my cousin because I don’t want to hang out with her and her friends.

I know that you’ve all seen this type of question once or twice, and I know that I’ll probably get no answers. But I wanted to just let everything out because I always keep it inside.

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I know that no one will read this because it’ll be long. :\

There’s so many things wrong in my life, and I can’t seem to fix anything.

My parents don’t live together anymore. We recently moved. It’s not like my parents hate each other, but they just don’t get a long very nicely. I live with my mom and grandma, an hour away from my dad. I like it here, but I miss my other house too. I don’t see my dad as often as I’d like, and I feel like he’s just going to drop out of my life like everyone else did.

My brother went to college last summer, and it started out good. He came over every weekend to eat dinnner with us, and he hung out the rest of the day with me. Sometimes during the week he’d stop by to pick me up, to go with him to do errands. I love spending time with him, but we never hang anymore. He doesn’t return calls or texts, he never visits anymore, and it doesn’t seem like he cares. I know he just got a new job, and he is moving soon, but I still wish he would try to make a relationship with me. We were really close before.

I don’t have much family anymore. My mom says she cares about me, and I believe it. But I’ve fcuked up and told her I hated her before because she thinks I’m being a downer. I hate going out anymore, and I don’t leave the house often. When she wants to go places, I ask if I can stay home, and then she yells at me. Recently distant family is trying to get in touch with me again. I have two uncles trying to talk to me, an aunt, and my brother’s girlfriend. It’s overwhelming. I love them, but they could have been in my life all the time, and they’re choosing now to come back? I don’t understand it.

I have anxiety. I can’t go to sleep anymore at night. When I do, I have nightmares. They’re usually the same thing. My family or friends get killed, and I’m frozen. I can’t move or yell. I hate going to sleep anymore. And I always think while I’m sleeping, something is going to happen. The house catching on fire and the alarm not going off, someone breaking in and killing us, and anything like that. I usually stay up until 5 am, because my grandma leaves for work at that time. My mom gets up shortly after that time too. I sleep in until 2 pm to catch up on sleep I missed, and my mom is awake. The sun is also out.

I get sick all the time. I seriously get a cold every week. Just today I went to get an xray because I might have a sinus infection. I’ve missed 53 days of school this year, all because I get sick. I’ve had pneumonia, bronchitis, strep throat, a stomach virus, and a bunch of colds. I missed school because of having colds only because I have asthma, and anytime I get a cold, it triggers my asthma. So I have to do breathing treaments all day, or I get sicker. In november, my teachers actually came to my house to teach me while I was getting over pneumonia. I can’t even tell you how many Xrays/CAT scans/MRIs I’ve had just this year. And I’ve been in an ambulance at least 3 times. The stomach viruses I had landed me in the hospital over night because I kept throwing up and I was dehydrated. These hospital visits aren’t cheap. I hate that my mom has to pay for these things.

My bestfriend doesn’t care anymore. If we’re not talking about the latest Justin Bieber news, or about her crush, she doesn’t make a conversation. If I want to talk about something that interests me, she’s like "Ha, ok. Haha yeah. Mhm." It’s annoying. I even told her I had to get an xray, and go to therapy tonight, and she said "ew" Not hope you feel better, or whats going on? I always do those things to her. When she’s sick, I tell her I hope she gets better soon. Or when she’s talking about Justin Bieber, I’m always trying to talk about it too, because I like him. (shocker!) But if I talk about my favorite artisits, she doesn’t care. If I confront her about it, she gets pissed off and goes on Facebook or myspace, and complains about it there.

I really am unhappy, and life hasn’t gotten better in the past 9 months. Therapy doesn’t help me. I absolutely hate it. But I’m forced to go. My mom found out today all these thinsg she didn’t know about me today at therapy, and she cried for 10 minutes straight. It’s my fault, and I just don’t want to keep causing everyone so much pain everyday. If I’m gone, I won’t be there to tell my mom I hate her when I don’t, or get mad at my bestfriend, or annoy my cousin because I don’t want to hang out with her and her friends.

I know that you’ve all seen this type of question once or twice, and I know that I’ll probably get no answers. But I wanted to just let everything out because I always keep it inside.

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So my grandma has a one story house with a alarm system called Simon Xt she has doors and windows set up.So my question is if i were to sneak out the house but i left my window open before she turned on the alarm would it go off if i were to sneak out the window and take off the screen?

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We are looking for a medical system for my grandma adt has one that is strictly medical but is a month protection one has a full alarm system with medical for

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What was that like? a family relative called for medical help for our home when my grandma was living with us, she didnt even tell me she was feeling sick, i just got a call from one of her friends saying that she called an ambulance, i was like WTF? Another time was when my dad thought he was having a heart attack so they sent a bunch of ambulances and fire trucks, literally clogged the whole neighborhood on a false alarm.

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Recently we found out that I’m allergic to penicilin. However it wasnt written in my records or anything, I was at the hospital last week getting medicine for my ear ache so they gave me amoxicilin [if i spelt it right] and I went into anaphylectic shock. Anyways, my grandma is telling me to get a medical alert bracelet

Is that something i get myself, or will my doctor have to get one more me

thanks!
hollyy

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I am allergic to latex, the doctor says i need an alert bracelet. But all of them i see are well, it looks like a grandma should wear it, and if your a grandma, i’m sorry for the insult… I’m a teen, i’m mean.

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I’m 14 and I’m trying to get to the money that my parents don’t know about! lol! My grandma were playing the stock market and I made 2500 dollars…I’m going to have to deposit it in my savings but I need to pick the lock first! How do you pick a simple lock!?

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